heez..i'm back again..hee..hmmm on friday my ah gong got hospitalised loh..man..i was like SHOCKED..i cant believe it..my beloved grandpa is not well..haiz...den is like my family is a big time rubbish ppl loh...i dunno wad are the adults thinking loh..my aunt afraid that this month is not a good month for gong to go hospital as it's dunno wad ghost month loh..den uncle all wan gong to go hospital..but aunt dun wan..scared something bad might happen..i was like...speechless..i cant sae anything as im young cant speak up..haiz wan to speak up oso cant..stupid de loh..haiz..now gong is like carrying his sickness and cant be hospitalised..wad is this?!!cant believe it loh..i'm afraid gong sickness will turn bad as uncle francis said that the doc sae the condition isn't good..haiz..why is my family likdat?God whY??den is like noone is willing to pay for the hospital fee..tt was wad po po sae de..cant stand it..why should gong and nai nai take care of them when they were young...now....is like not worth loh..haiz..i cant judge likdat coz i onli hear my po po sae de..wad more some of her word cant be trusted...God please do a big good change in my family..AMEN...God i know u got a plan for me de...im willing to wait...mmmm pray that gong will be healed..nothing will happen...that all for now... *fLyyyyyyyyyyyyyy................................